Today was Daphne's birthday. A few of us met up this morning to give her a birthday surprise. We made her a scrapbook! Wanted to post pictures but I forgot to take a photo of the finished product. Glad she liked the presents :) Looks like me walking around the crowded mall in search of a suitable present (and ultimately down with a fever) was worthwhile. And yes this was my little angsty episode yesterday but I'm over it.
And I was right about myself. I gave in. I think I'm soft-hearted (yes heart of steel my ass) but it's good that way. I kinda learnt how to look past everything and just... accept everything. So yup I'm no longer bottled up with hatred and anger. It's not like I released them in any way too but I just kinda think that there's no point being so angry. The past few days have been so horrible trying to deal with all these inner emotions. Limits are limits but there are more precious things out there than silly angst and hatred. Makes life easier :) I'm so carefree!
Watched New Year's Eve with Ernest, Daphne and Kay. It was a great movie. I think it pretty much made me so sure about forgetting the past and moving on! We also got to shop a little, chill at Starbucks (no books/notes/A Level related stuff) and E and I drooled over VS models. Shucks think I'm as hooked onto the VS angels as he is because I'm googling them right now. Affects your inferiority complex x1000000 but life is about inner beauty and I'M FEELING SO GOOD WITH ALL MY NEGATIVE FEELINGS GONE.
To add on to my little happiness within myself, Chongjing rang me today, unexpectedly! And I got to meet him, Zhao Hong and Zhao Feng! So CJ and ZH drove Cui Ling and I out for a little ride and we nearly died. But it was great meeting up with old friends! Got to talk to Bren and Darryl for a short while too. I am so tired right now.
Shall go to bed and hopefully wake up to better voice and throat. I'm recovering. Can't wait for Taiwan :)
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