I was (still am) very pissed off with my mother. I helped her because she's my mother. Does she help me because I'm her daughter? Nope, she DOESN'T help me BECAUSE I'm her daughter. It's not my fault that I didn't grow out to be a boy. The least you could do is to make your dislike for girls less obvious. I will never want to be a mother like her. I'd kill myself.
Today she left me crying at work. When I was standing at the counter I was still crying I had to rush to the toilet. (don't ask) Everyone's telling me to quit my job. I also want! 12 MORE DAYS and I don't know how I'm gonna survive this every single day my feet are really dying...
You see the difference? I want to quit now but I'm hanging on because you're my mother and you need help. I know if I quit now you won't be able to find a replacement. But did you do the same? Time and time again you do hurtful things to me unknowingly but still you don't give a shit.
Anyways to make matters worse, my left eye became redder than before. The blood clot is spreading. Half my eye is red compared to the previous speck of blood. Googled this subconjuctival haemorrhage, apparently it takes 3 weeks for it to fully disappear (if it's nothing serious). 3 WEEKS?! I'm already dying from a few days of people staring into my eye/taking a second look at it after our eyes meet. Please let it be nothing serious, my sight is precious to me.
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